From the small eyes of a small chinese boy

My experiences when i walk through life, my thoughts and of course my condescending brand of humor.

Monday, March 26, 2007

Three things that scare me
* obligations
* aging & dying alone
* angry women

Three people who make me laugh
* My gf
* myself sometimes
* Anyone

Three things I love
* Cars
* Magic
* Gf

Three things I hate
* rushing
* bossy people
* Not getting enough sleep

Three things I don't understand
* women
* office politics
* George Bush

Three things on my desk
* Stationary
* Laptop
* My head, ususally buried in my hands.

Three things I'm doing right now
* Slacking
* thinking what to have for dinner
* procrastinating on critically more important matters

Three things I want to do before I die
* travel the world and the seven seas
* Own a ferrari
* Experience happiness

Three things I can do
* sleep alot
* eat alot
* complain alot

Three things you should listen to
* intelligent words
* different opinions
* anything thought-provoking

Three things you should never listen to
* senseless yabbers
* Lim Bijia
* naysayers - most of the time

Three things I'd like to learn
* Magic
* Track driving
* Understanding women

Three favorite foods
* hokkien mee
* char kuay tiao
* laksa..

Three beverages I drink regularly
* ice tea
* ice milo
* water

Three TV shows/books I watched/read as a kid
* M.A.S.K.
* Transformers
* TMNT

Monday, March 05, 2007

"Try harder lah, I don't understand why you do things this way"

"You damn stupid leh, come out from university still cannot think"

"Remember to ask around if you're not sure, not sure must ask"

"Why I ask you to do things you must ask others for advice? CANNOT THINK FOR YOURSELF"

"Now you are not at the level where you can make decisions"

"Why can't you decide this kind of thing by yourself?"

"It's nothing personal, I'm not trying to tekan you...REALLY...i'm testing your character"
When I ask, I irritate you
When I don't ask, I have no initiative

When I do, you say lousy
When I not sure, I'm being lazy

When I take initiative, I am trying to act smart
When I wait, I'm not interested

When I'm not sure you say ask, but when i ask you say I dunno how to rely on myself
When I don't ask and try to figure out, i'm unproductive

If I screw up, you scold me.
If I do well, you ask if I did it myself

When I explain myself, I am arguing
If I keep quiet, I'm admitting liability

Everything also wrong. Feel like dying.

"Why do people take drugs? Is it because of the emptiness inside? So I wonder, which is scarier? Drugs or emptiness"

"If you have money, you also need to live life to spend it."

"If happiness is money, and money is happiness. Then I have very little of both. If happiness is finding joy in what you do. Then I have nothing at all."